October 2011
1 post
And they all fall down
I don’t know which of my parents to blame for my short attention span. I can’t seem to WANT to do anything for more than a few months. Everything I start begins to lose its flavour, its shine after a couple of months. I seem to find reasons to psych myself out of situations I put myself in.
I can’t decide if its because I can’t keep up. Maybe I am running at a speed that...
July 2011
2 posts
April 2011
2 posts
March 2011
6 posts
ISFJ
Conservator/Protector — “I Serve Family Joyfully”
ISFJs place a great deal of importance on their personal relationships. They’re generally very giving and loving people, who place the needs of others above their own. They sometimes have a problem with becoming overly emotionally needy, and with keeping their true feelings hidden ...
January 2011
5 posts
Lonely is the room, the bed is made, the open window lets the rain in Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come It’s never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder It’s never over, all my riches for her smiles when i slept so soft against her It’s never over, all my blood for the...
Their words mostly noises Ghosts with just voices Your words in my memory Are like music to me
Through the glass, there is a mirror on the wall. I watch myself, I observe. I stretch my arms behind my back swaying my body slowly side to side, losing myself in the rhythm, the rhythm of the song from last night that swirls round and around my head. I try to see what others say they see, I try to feel what others say they feel. I stare at myself dead in the eye, my eyes stinging from the water...
December 2010
3 posts
November 2010
3 posts
October 2010
7 posts
Last week I suffered an identity crisis. Like all of a sudden I couldn’t figure out who I was. Who I needed to be. I realised that I was allowing my Uni life to pass me by without grabbing it by the balls (balls?) All of a sudden it felt like I had no soul. That I was clinging on to something that was empty.
And then the next day I got over it. WHO THE HELL CARES??? Crisis averted-phew.
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Somebody save me,
I’m slipping under.
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself And hidden in the public eye Such a stellar monument to loneliness Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes Perfect make-up, but you’re barely scraping by But you’re barely scraping by…
September 2010
1 post
August 2010
1 post
May 2010
6 posts
The fact is that you’re right.
We exclaim proclamations of how we’re too good to make the same mistakes we’ve read in books or have watch in the movies, we sit there and we laugh, we mock these characters for lacking the wit to see that they’ve led their lives with veils over their eyes, or the courage to grab life by the balls and make it happen for themselves. But...
April 2010
3 posts
March 2010
3 posts
February 2010
10 posts
Always and forevermore We’re together dead and lonely I thought I couldn’t do this without you Single in his bed somewhere Ashes till it falls, falls, falls
Some days I feel like I’ll be alright, others I feel like I won’t make it through at all…
‘sovegna vos a temps de ma dolor’.Poi s’ascose nel foco che gli affina. ‘be mindful in due time of my pain’ Then dived he back into that fire which refines them.
-Purgatorio